Can You Be Afraid & Not Even Know It?

I’ve may have mentioned before about how God frequently chooses to reveal Himself to me. The way He uses repetition – A LOT – because of my hard head.

Well, here is another example from the last couple of weeks. Notice the trend.

I don’t think I’m afraid. But all this talk about fear is freaking me out!

Should I be afraid?

Am I about to be afraid?

Am I already afraid and I don’t even know it?

In my experience, when God puts something right under my nose several times in such close succession, it’s because He wants me to pay close attention to it and He ALWAYS has a perfectly wonderful reason for doing so. This time I feel like He’s turned up the volume on me! I’m hearing it in stereo. And it’s even echoing!

But I still don’t feel “afraid”. At least I don’t think I’m afraid. As a matter of fact there are very few things that bring out fear in me. I’m not afraid of bugs or spiders. Not afraid of storms or the dark. Not afraid of ghosts or the boogey man. I’m not afraid of needles (unlike a husband who shall remain nameless) or pain (which is why I was the one to agree to birth the kids). As a matter of fact, I think someone once said, “That girl is not afraid of the devil himself!” And that is a pretty true statement. I’m not afraid of the devil. He just aggravates the fire out of me (if you are unfamiliar with Southern English, it’s pronounced “far” not “fire”)!

There are a couple of things that I’ll admit do scare me…

  • A phone call at 2:00 a.m.
  • Snakes (they are creepy, they have no legs and even if they don’t hurt me, they will make me hurt myself!).
  • Being totally helpless (that’s my battle with being a control freak).
  • And lastly, fear itself. Yes, I’m afraid of being afraid. Sick, isn’t it?

So maybe what God is trying to show me is that no matter how brave I try to be in my own strength, fear can be lingering in the closet (whether I openly admit it or not). But as long as I trust in Him and in His strength, I have no need to fear anything – even fear itself!

What’s your greatest fear? Whatever it is, just remember that God is big enough, strong enough, wise enough, tough enough and just plain enough to handle it!

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3 responses to “Can You Be Afraid & Not Even Know It?

  1. pathfromtheheadtotheheart

    I was just talking with my sister today about "fear of fear". I agree, too, that God's use of repetition. It is so cool when He is doing that because I become very aware of His active presence in my life, down to the minute details! It is awesome how involved He really is…! Great post!

  2. I needed to read that today.

  3. Warren Baldwin

    Another good post. Yes, there are things I fear. At this point in our lives the greatest fear of Cheryl's (my wife) and mine is about the decisions and directions our kids make. Two of them are gone, but they never stop being our kids and we never stop fretting over them!

    If you get a chance, please visit Family Fountain.

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